Thanks edward Sansom for sharing your story :) Anger is part of the decanting process and, ultimately, it turns into fuel. Good for you that you are focusing on gratitude.
Most of us are good are imploring for things to get better. But when they do so, we just move on and forget that things could have gone south. Gratitude is definitely wisdom––it’s the best lesson we can all get from building resilience.
I guess your wife is super happy that you recovered.